Transparency: Change

Change in life whether good or bad is inevitable and necessary, although I’ll be the first to say that sometimes I struggle with change. I struggle to let things go, I overthink everything, and I sometimes question God on if the change I see happening is absolutely necessary. Well,  it is. In order to grow into the promises of God and in order to become who I am called to be, I have to change. I have to change the way I think,  speak, act, and react to certain situations. I have to love the way Jesus loves and I have to rid myself of the notion that perfection is needed to be worthy of God’s love because it’s not. God wants our best,  my best, not some perfect image we try, I try, to present to him because it’s not the real me. He knows my heart. I’ve been hearing “change me oh God, make me more like you”, playing in my head repeatedly and if that doesn’t express how I feel at this moment I don’t know what else does. So this is me, accepting change and crying out to God to change me, Lord. Mold me into who you want me to be. Show me how to extend the grace that you’ve given to me to others. I’m changing. 

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